Scared and Afraid.

I spend too much time being afraid. I'm afraid to exercise or to start a new hobby in case I fail (or stop) again. I'm afraid to write out my feelings even though I know it would help in case someone were to find and read them. I'm afraid to go places (and do things) on my own. I need to stop with the tension and the fear and break through, try harder, and do the things that I've been meaning to get to forever.